Feed Your Spirit

"So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day."
~2 Corinthians 4:16

I am acutely aware every single morning that I'm not getting any younger. With every creak of my joints, every new ache and pain, I am reminded I am no longer young. Ever time I complain about the text on packaging getting smaller, or have to tell people to look at me when they speak so I can understand them, I am reminded that my outer self is wasting away. This old girl isn't what she used to be. However, while my body aches, my heart does not. My inner self, my spirit, is renewed and refreshed each day. 

"Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life (Proverbs 4:23)."

There is a native American story about two wolves that war within us. One is good and the other evil, and the one that wins is the one we feed the most. 

"Jesus then said to them, 'Truly, truly, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from Heaven, but my Father gives you the true bread from Heaven. For the bread of God is He who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world' (John 6:32-33)."

Just as our bodies need food to stay alive, our spirit also needs food to thrive. What you feed yourself determines what you look like. Eat processed junk food and our bodies get fat, which affect our bodily functions and causes heart disease, high cholesterol, high blood pressure, diabetes etc. When we eat right the opposite occurs, and we are healthy. When we feed our spirit with things of the world instead of things of Christ, we lose heart, become angry, bitter, depressed or worse.

There is a war going on within us - a battle between the worldly and the heavenly, and the one we choose to feed will either bring eternal death or everlasting life.

"I call heaven and earth to witness against you today, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Therefore choose life, that you and your offspring may live,  loving the Lord your God, obeying His voice and holding fast to Him, for He is your life and length of days, that you may dwell in the land that the Lord swore to your fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them (Deuteronomy 30:19-20)."

Read 1 Samuel 6-9

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Shalom!

"Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ."
~Romans 5:1

When I was a very young Christian, I was told to study the Bible by looking for the word, "therefore" and ask myself 'what is this verse there for?' It helped me to read the Bible more often and to look more closely at particular verses. As I grew in the knowledge of the Lord, I came to realize how short my understanding of the true meaning of God's word was due to the lack of understanding of Hebrew and Greek. I began to seek out people who were much smarter than me and I was introduced to both the Greek and Jewish Bibles. As I grew in the knowledge of those languages, I grew in the true meaning of the English translations of God's word.

In the verse above, having peace with God seemed to mean that I was no longer at war with Him. Or I was no longer opposing Him. But the word "shalom" translated here means much more than the absence of war or opposition. The word 'peace' is the Jewish word 'Shalom,' and is much richer and more powerful than the English translation. 

"You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You (Isaiah 26:3)."

To be in perfect peace, or perfect Shalom, does not mean absence of conflict. Being a Christian does not mean we never have problems, in fact, being a Christian brings on an enemy, the devil, who wants to see us fail! What peace we have is inner peace in the knowledge that no matter what is going on in the world, Christ is in control. We no longer have fear that something is going to go wrong and we won't be able to fix it. We can rely on Jesus Christ to have everything in hand, freeing us from worry, stress, and fear.

No matter where you are or what situation you are in, you can have perfect Shalom in Christ. The world is like a hurricane spinning out of control, destroying everything in it's path. Jesus is like the eye of the hurricane, calm and serene.

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7)."

Read 1 Samuel 1-5

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The Highest Calling

"But I do not account my life of any value nor as precious to myself, if only I may finish my course and the ministry that I received from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God."
~Acts 20:24


For me, this is the highest calling a Christian can have. And it's what I pray for everyday. If I can live out my life in a way that glorifies Jesus Christ and is an example for others, then I will have finished the course set out for me. I don't always feel as if I'm being very successful in that area. Sometimes I feel as if I'm spinning my wheels and having no impact on the Kingdom of God at all. But Christian ministry is like that. You don't always see the results of your efforts.

"I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the growth. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth. He who plants and he who waters are one, and each will receive his wages according to his labor. For we are God's fellow workers. You are God's field, God's building (1 Corinthians 3:6-9)."

We each have our own place in God's plan. We are a team of people working for one purpose - to glorify God in all we do by sharing the Good News of Jesus Christ. No position is more important than another, whether pastor, teacher, evangelist, worship leader, the person who cleans the church, door greeter, or nursery attendant, everyone's job in the body of Christ serves another. Every position is important to God. It's not the job we have that makes a difference, it's how we do the job given us.

"Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ (Colossians 3:23-24)."

"His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master' (Matthew 25:23)."

Serving the Lord is not a burden, it's a joy to be able, in some small way, to share His love and faithfulness.

In Matthew 25:14-30 is the parable of the talents. The master gave three of his servants money. To the first he gave five talents, to the second he gave two, and to the third he gave one. While he was gone, the first two invested the money and doubled it. The third hung on to it. When the master returned, he was happy with the first two but angry with the third.

God gives us "talents" as well. We might not see them as such but no matter what they are, they are important to God. Seeing talent in others can be easy. A singer, musician or artist has no problem using their talents but not all of us has such obvious talent. Some of us have to work at it. Even if you haven't discovered your particular niche, there's still opportunities to serve the Lord in every day life, in real world ways. Whether it's being faithful in attending church, paying tithes, volunteering at the local shelter, or cleaning church bathrooms, there is no unneeded person in the body of Christ.

Read Ruth 1-4

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Blessed Days

"Open to me the gates of righteousness, that I may enter through them and give thanks to the Lord. This is the gate of the Lord; the righteous shall enter through it. I thank you that you have
2thanyoanswered me and have become my salvation.
22 The stone that the builders rejected has become the cornerstone. This is the Lord's
23doing; it is marvelous in our eyes. This is the
24day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."
~Psalm 118:19-24

This week has been exceptionally long for me. I don't know why this week felt different because the routine was basically the same. Maybe it was the weather. We had snow, ice, rain and warm sunshine this week. And a few times, it was all in the same day! It's like winter and spring are playing tug of war.

We can be like that sometimes too. Our day can start off great and quickly go downhill. Or it can start off badly and then brighten up as the day goes on. That's life. It has it's ups and downs. Our moods also have ups and downs, and can change from one moment to the next just like the weather. The difference is, we can control what we say and do in spite of our moods.  We don't have to spread bad moods, but we can share cheerful moods. Even when we don't feel great, we can choose not to share the misery. Too many people are doing that already.

Today, and every day, is the day the Lord has made. Choosing to rejoice and be glad in each day is choosing to rejoice in the Lord. No matter what goes on in life, our happiness is found in our steadfast faith in Christ, not in the circumstances around us.

"Your love, oh Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness stretches to the sky
Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains
Your justice flows like the ocean's tide
I will life my voice
To worship You, my King
I will find my strength
In the shadow on Your wings"
~Your Love, Oh Lord by Third Day
(Psalm 36:5-6)

Read Judges 14-16
Weekend reading - finish book of Judges

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Heartfelt Prayer

"Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you."
~1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

I've been sick the past ten days or so. It started with a sore throat a week before Easter, then became laryngitis that I battled all week because I had a part in the Easter play at church, and there was no one to replace me. Thankfully, I was able to talk that Sunday morning but my voice was squeaky and hoarse. I've been coughing and sneezing since, and cold medicine has done little to relieve the symptoms. As of this writing, I'm not feeling much better, which brings me to the above verse. I don't want to pray today and I'm not feeling very thankful at the moment. I'd rather go back to bed.

Sometimes circumstances make us feel a lot more human than spiritual. Sometimes prayer, thankfulness, praise, or reading the Bible seems burdensome rather than enlightening. And those feelings can bring on a whole other set of problems like feeling guilty, not good enough, or other emotions humans are so adept at beating themselves up with. 

"But He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong (2 Corinthians 12:9-10)."

There is nothing about us that isn't already known to the Lord, including our weakest moments. He knew I was going to be sick, weak and tired before it happened. I'm not hurting His feelings because I can't muster a hallelujah. And even though I don't feel like praying, I can say, "Thank you Lord for being here when I'm weak." Our prayers don't always have to be some drawn out liturgy, they can also be a few heartfelt utterances in time of need.

"Don’t you yet understand? Don’t you know by now that the everlasting God, the Creator of the farthest parts of the earth, never grows faint or weary? No one can fathom the depths of his understanding. He gives power to the tired and worn out, and strength to the weak (Isaiah 40:28-29)."

Read Judges 10-13

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Life Changing

"Yet you have forsaken Me and served other gods. Therefore I will deliver you no more.  “Go and cry out to the gods which you have chosen; let them deliver you in your time of distress.” And the children of Israel said to the Lord, “We have sinned! Do to us whatever seems best to You; only deliver us this day, we pray.” So they put away the foreign gods from among them and served the Lord. And His soul could no longer endure the misery of Israel."

~Judges 10:13-16

I have not always been a Christian and I've done a lot of things I regret. Even after becoming a Christian, I haven't always gotten everything right, which I regret even more. Not being a Christian and messing up might hurt the ones we love, but life goes on. However, when Christians mess up, God is the One we hurt. I don't mean things like losing our temper with our spouse but sins that lead us away from God, church, and prayer. Sins that can put our souls in danger. I've seen it happen many times when people commit to the Lord outwardly, but inwardly, they're really just going through the motions. 

The Israelites had a long history of missing the mark with God. Time after time, God delivered them from the messes they made and forgave them for following people rather than Him. He forgave them for worshipping gods made by the hand of man, yet they couldn't quite hold on to their confessions of faith. As soon as God straightened out their lives and delivered them from slavery or oppression, they went right back to their old way of life. How many of us are like that?

"Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death (2 Corinthians 7:10)."

The word 'repent' means to turn away from our sins and go in a new direction. Repentance leads to salvation, and salvation delivers us from our old way of living. It should be obvious that our old way of living wasn't working or we wouldn't feel the need for change, yet we continue to turn back to that old life. Why? Because the desire to change has to be an inward desire to live according to God's will and not our own. God isn't a get out of jail free card that we can use when life gets out of control. 

Giving lip service to God doesn't work. I know someone who is in and out of church regularly. She complains about her life and declares she's changed every time she comes to church. In the meantime, she's living with someone she's not married to, getting drunk and high on weekends, and then takes to social media to play the "no matter how hard I try, nothing works out, feel sorry for me card." Real repentance causes an inward change that leads to an outward expression of that change. When Jesus forgave the woman accused of adultery, He didn't tell her to go back home and enjoy her life, He told her to "go and sin no more" (John 8).

Like the children of Israel, we aren't always going to get it right, but God isn't looking at us the way we look at others, or even ourselves. When God looks at us, He looks through the blood of Jesus. If we've truly repented and turned from our sins, the blood has completely washed them away. If we've only given lip service with our own agenda, there's nothing covering our sins, and God sees them all. We can fool most of the people most of the time, but we can't fool God any time.

"You will never succeed in life if you try to hide your sins. Confess them and give them up; then God will show mercy to you (Proverbs 28:13)."

Read Judges 7-9

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Made To Worship

"Now at Lystra there was a man sitting who could not use his feet. He was crippled from birth and had never walked.  He listened to Paul speaking. And Paul, looking intently at him and seeing that he had faith to be made well, said in a loud voice, “Stand upright on your feet.” And he sprang up and began walking. And when the crowds saw what Paul had done, they lifted up their voices, saying in Lycaonian, “The gods have come down to us in the likeness of men!”
~Acts 14:8-11

People have an innate desire to worship, like it's part of our DNA, built into us. While science may never find the "worship gene," it was created within us when God created mankind. We see it in everyone; in what we desire and pursue. Fame, money, body image, friends, etc. What we pursue is what we worship. 

When I was young, I pursued a lot of different things. I tried on a few different religions, mysticisms, idealisms, and a few other ''isms" I can no longer recall. I pursued friends, rock n roll, drugs, alcohol, and men. I was like a boat on the seas with no rudder, just being tossed around on the waves of life with no destination in sight. I had no horizon by which to guide my journey. The one thing I did have was a praying grandmother I thank God for. Because of her prayers, I finally found direction, guidance, and fulfillment in life. When God called my name, I finally had sails and a rudder in the right direction.

"And he gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the shepherds and teachers,to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ, until we all attain to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to mature manhood, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ, so that we may no longer be children, tossed to and fro by the waves and carried about by every wind of doctrine, by human cunning, by craftiness in deceitful schemes (Ephesians 4:11-14)."

We see so much manipulation in today's world by politicians, celebrities, the media, social networking, and yes, even by some religious leaders. Our youth have no real direction and are being led "by human cunning." Adults fall for "deceitful schemes" that we see daily. And I believe it all goes back to that innate desire to worship, to have something bigger than we are, someone who can heal our wounds, guide our lives and fill the empty places within us. Unfortunately, we follow after what we see in front of us instead of what is real and enduring. We look to temporary fixes rather than to the eternal.

"For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal (2 Corinthians 4:17-18)."

We are created with a God-shaped hole inside of us. We try to fill it with the things of this world but nothing fits quite right. Some of those things make us happy for moments in time but nothing makes us continually happy and content. Yet we continue shoving things in there, trying to force them to fit, trying to be happy, but always failing. Even the people we love are part of our attempt to find contentment. Being single doesnt make us happy - online dating services are at an all-time high and takes in more than $2B per year in revenue. Marriage doesn't make us happy - the divorce rate is around 53%. Being a parent stresses us out, so we find babysitters or hope grandparents are available. Work doesn't make us happy - 25% of the workforce changes jobs more than 15 times.

We try to be happy by using external means but the things around us only brings temporary contentment and happiness. To be truly content and happy, we must live from the inside out. The only way I have found to do that is in my relationship with Jesus Christ. The only One who can fill the God-shaped hole within us is God Himself, Jesus Christ. There is no substitute. No matter what we seek in this life, no matter what we worship around us, there will be no contentment until we worship the One we were created for. 

“Worthy are you, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for You created all things, and by Your will they existed and were created (Revelation 4:11).”

Read Judges 5-7

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